meet him

Just to know, I'm very miss him, I want to meet him although in the dream :( But, my hope comes true! At 4 p.m. I met him. When I wanted to cross the street, someone with grey hoodie, dark motorcycle, and black helmet passed in front of me. From far away I saw his style, I think that was other people, but after he passed me wow he was my boy aaah I didn't believe because last night he said that he didn't back to Rembang. 

After I sent short message for him, the truth : one of his family members was die, so he came back to Rembang and tomorrow he go to Solo again :( Hiks, I think he will meet me, go to place that we will go but nothing.

Paris?

Can I go to Paris? May be with someone who I love. Sometimes, I think about that, I will go with him, walk around the city and see the scenery of Eiffel at night ♥

'mah, aku pengen'

Impian pertamaku ketika masuk SMA adalah ikut pertukaran pelajar, impian sejak SMP yang selalu aku bayangkan, bagaimana rasanya tinggal di luar negeri tanpa orang yang biasa kutemui, tinggal di lingkungan baru, suasana baru, dan bahkan pengalaman baru. Aku pengen banget, tapi sayang mama gak ngijinin aku daftar. Kata mama 'kak, gak usah ikut itu dulu, yang penting sekarang belajar rajin, fokus. habis itu kan kuliah, nah kan masih ada beasiswa ke luar negeri. kalo gak ya ke luar negeri sendiri, refreshing.' Huh, iya kalo aku dapet beasiswa ke luar negeri, kalo gak? Yaudahlah, aku manut apa kata orang tua aja :) Tapi jujur, aku gak pengen sia-siain kesempatan besar ini, kesempatan sudah ada di depan mata. Namun, nasib berkata lain.